The Most Moving On Song I ever heard :D

Now that it’s all said and done,

I can’t believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down,

Like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath.

I fell too far, was in way too deep.

Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.

I should’ve started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I’d doubt you,

I’m better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I’m slowly getting closure.

I guess it’s really over.

I’m finally getting better.

And now I’m picking up the pieces.

I’m spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.

’Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,

I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,

Dragged the memories down the hall,

Packed your bags and walked away.

There was nothing I could say.

And when you slammed the front door shut,

A lot of others opened up,

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.

I should’ve started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I’d doubt you,

I’m better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I’m slowly getting closure.

I guess it’s really over.

I’m finally getting better.

And now I’m picking up the pieces.

I’m spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together.

’Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,

I got over you

Over You - Chris Daughtry

ZERO

Never believed how perfect my world could be

Pain, loneliness, and also a bit beaten

Prohibited from finding people as one wishes

Entering my zero degree space

Would rather be lonely, too lazy to think about who

Is a kind of comfort received when two people are together?

Struggling and then forgetting everything

Never thought that one day my ending would actually all change

Who would grab my powerless pair of arms

What’s the reason for crying

(Who’s right, who’s wrong, feeling sorry for who)

Won’t cry again

(Who’s right, who’s wrong, distressed for who)

Entering zero degree space, waiting until everything is broken

Even love’s dangers, we’ll face it together

It’s too late to defend, a promise never heard

How do you want me to learn, a tomorrow with more love

Exiting zero degree space, everything;s finally broken

Even if tired from loving, I won’t regret it

Putting down all defenses, everything doesn’t matter

Escaping the dark world, starting a new tomorrow

A new world 

Dear God,

I never ever walk Alone.

Right?

"You'll never walk alone......."

Thank you for blessing me with so many things...

iRoNi...

11.00  p.m

Aku sakit semalam. Tanganku terus memegangi kepalaku yang terasa seperti mau pecah.

Terjatuh saat ku coba bangun dari tempat tidurku. Ibuku tidak menjawap pesanku.

Aku ingin bangun, berkata ke teman kamar sebelah. Aku butuh obat. Tapi tak bisa, kepala seperti akan meledak.

Ku gigit gulingku, menahan sakit.

11.18 p.m

Ku kirim pesan: “sakit banget”.

11.20 p.m

Hp ku berkedip. Ku buka pesan yang masuk.

“mati saja”

*membisu, sunyi senada dengan malam*

Esok harinya..

2.11 p.m

 

"Andaikan aku jalan kaki, masihkah engkau selalu ada untukku?"

"Bagaimana bisa aku selalu ada untukmu kalau kau menyuruhku mati saja tadi malam."

you're so selfish

^__^

Lately

I always want to wear TOGA in my graduation day.
 


now, I have just realized that GRADUATE is just another gate of BIGGER problem and responsibility.



hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....

*smirk*

introduction

my name's Risca

"i do not like the king of fruits" 

am I weird? 

 :D